Things have been going up and down with my dating life. Right now I'm in a rut and hopefully this will roll things in a different direction.

Now one of my favorite questions to ask women is, what's considered more serious? Dating or Seeing? The great thing about this question is that it can wander in different directions. Myself, I see dating as less serious than seeing. When you're seeing someone you're seeing them exclusively and no one else. Dating can go any which way, dinner could be a date or it can just be dinner. There unfortunately isn't a deciding factor that can contribute to which is more important. As of this writing I'm neither, I'm not dating anyone, I'm not seeing anyone although we will see the personal tear between making that decision.

Since starting this blog, I'm thinking of keeping the actual names of the people or I should change it. I might do alittle in between, some will be real some will be made up. I guess it will depend on you guys, the readers to make that decision.

First up is Janice, I met Janice through a friend of a friend. Now I'm not interested in pursuing a relationship with her it's just that I've been somewhat on a dry spell with new prospects and am looking for something fun to poke on. She's attractive, but doesn't really float my boat. Her affiliation with a close friend could jeopardized my goals. I've been told that she is attracted to yours truly, which breaks down a lot of walls I've become so use to jumping over. We were scheduled to see each other last friday, but due to circumstances unknown, we had to push it all the way back to this Friday, with her crashing at my house for a place to stay. Where will things lead? Well I guess we'll see on Monday eh?

Next up Heidi, I met Heidi though the final class I was taking in college. Heidi has a great personality, open minded and intelligent. She's older than me by I believe a year or two, now I love cougars older women they know how to treat a guy, act properly, great in bed, and play less games that younger women seem to love. She's been really open to me and have called me out on multiple occasions, for drinks, dinner, whatever. I can't tell if she's looking for fun or something more serious. From the interaction between her sister, she seems like fair game to have some fun. Missed her birthday celebration, which I totally apologized for and will take her out to dinner, just us.

Adrianna, another cougar I met actually, though speed dating. Now I usually don't go to these things cause they are rather embarrassing to say that you've actually went speed dating but hell you only live once right? When I was running some game on her, the beginning was actually pretty smooth in getting the date. Which I've got to play more that role when it comes to women and life in general. Anyway I'm straying off the subject here, she was the cutest among the whole group that I spoke with. We went on two dates, one to a nice restaurant, and another to watch a movie. I was attracted to her, but I got tired of doing all the leg work. What I mean by that is I'm all for chasing a woman, but I can only go so far before I sacrifice my dignity. Now it seemed like I was always doing the calling, the messaging and pretty much revolving around her schedule. To put it plainly I'm tired of that shit. I'll give a lot to get a little, but when I give and don't receive anything back. I'll just walk.