Monday, 20 October 2008
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[6] Reminisce
I went to go watch a movie with an old flame on friday. We've dated a few months back, 5 months to be exact. Caught a drink, watched a movie, had some dinner and then hit up a lounge on the lower east. During this whole time, I couldn't help but think about our past and think about what went wrong. When I finally had enough balls to muster up the general question of asking if she ever thought of us getting back together again, I realized I shot myself in the foot during dinner when she responded, "Well based on what you said before, that would stop us from getting back together". Mentally rewinding, I said that I wasn't mentally ready for a relationship. Which is totally true, I don't think I'm ready for a relationship because I believe I'm so mentally unstable.
You know it's funny everyone thinks other people are "weird" when they first meet them. I believe it's just their uniqueness that makes them shine. Everyone is weird in their own way, it's what makes us, us.
don't feel like writing much today.
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Comments (3)
i, myself am not ready for a relationship because sadly i am emotionally unstable also but i am kinda in one right now...i love it but it's really hard.
i also agree with the thing you said about when people meet others we think they're "weird" hahah i got that so many times.
@catfren - To understand correctly, you're saying you are in a relationship now, but you don't feel that you're ready for it? A bit confused.
@henrysdatingbook@xanga - lets see..well im talking to this guy and i would put us under the "we're talking category" but basically after this relationship with this guy gradually continued i began to become to clingy and attached and everything he did or said i would take it to such an extreme that by the end of the conversation i would hit myself for overexaggerating and such...im just to emotional that it causes me to repel relationships but i honeslty can't stop my heart from liking people...it's just basicaly going to hurt me at the end.